I fucking love school. But I feel a little excluded. Exhausted. Lonely if you will. Today, the group just made a circle, with me and a few others on the outside. Ignored. We even noticed there are a few distinct groups within the group. I don’t fit in too well, I don’t think. It’s horribly complicated. Don’t get me wrong, I still love them all. I guess sometimes I get too hooked up on talking to my best friend I just block out others.

I wish I could go back to a few months ago.